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Friday, July 28, 2006 HAPPY THREE FRIENDS CHANGED CLOTHES! we're back with orange and black! waha.. anyway here's what we're up to these few mths! .1.jpg) we played
and we played  on the LAMAN MALAYSIA TRIP!
Sunday, July 23, 2006 wher did u go?? i seem to have lost u since a long time ago. i lost contact with u. i couldnt find u at all. i couldnt even locate u down. where did u go? i lost u and now i'm in this situation, feeling lost and confused. i lost u and i found out i aint that capable, capable of showin others. where did u go? i never knew that losin u would refer to losing my confidence and ability i never knew.. i never got the chance to show others my ability, i never got the chance to shine anymore, since the day u left mi alone. where did u go? i never knew life would be so miserable witout u. i dint life would be so disappointing witout u ard. i dint noe it would be so terrible while u were gone. where did u go?? please try to come back. ever though it was for a month. i jus ned u at this point of time. where did u go? please tell mi. please come back to mi..
Friday, July 14, 2006  
Thursday, July 13, 2006 a line between truth and joke... a truth is when u speak with seriousness and u mean what u say... a truth is when u say with thinking... a truth is a truth. a joke is when u crack for fun... a joke is valid for 5mins... a joke is a joke... sometimes instead of exploding to the joke, come on.. it's a joke and it's never meant to be an insult or humiliation... hey... i'm poor too.... sometimes when u have doubts and anger, approach the problem, not think only to yourself and get hurt... this way, how will the person know that it was a joke went wrong... sometimes i find it hard to talk... sometimes i find it pointless to talk... cos it seems the message was never through... but never mind.. i still talk...
yes everyone's irritating... yes u're irritated by people calling u irritating... yes we're irritating... yes u're shocked when your tone was irritating... but hey... it's a gentle pad on the shoulder... it's not throwing a bomb in the shelter... dont have to blow up... i'm irritating u're irritaing she's irritating... but hey... relax la... we're only irritating...
hmm... let's see. wad should i write in this new page today? ohh. here's one.. Irritating, everything is irritating to u. my tone is irritatin to u? well, do u wan mi to apologise? when i apologise u say it's an excuse. when i dun apologise u take it as if i dun noe my faults. irritating. everything is irritating to u. everyone is in ur way. now even when i speak i irritate people. something new. that is equal to i'm on the same level as fag. everytime he does that thing, u will say iritating. same isnt it. irritating everythin abt mi irritates u, everything is in ur way. adamantme. my pettiness. irritating. well, i'll jus shut my mouth when u wan me to. i'll do it for ur sake.
Friday, July 07, 2006 Poor.. what is poor? why are u poor? poor, a word that feels like an insult to mi. poor, a word that makes mi fall flat on my face poor, a word that should never be mentioned to others. poor, a humiliation. poor, a word that breaks my heart. do i have a choice if i am poor? do i have a choice if ppl look down on mi? do i have a choice if it is my burden and not urs? do i have a choice to make u not mention my fate to others? do i have a choice to shut u up? do i? my life was never my choice ever since i was born. it never was wad i chose it to be, it was not chosen by mi, but was given to mi by the ones above. a shortage, a missing piece, a piece that makes mi feel like shit. it never was wad i wan it to be. it never was wad i wan it to end, it will never be the same. ever, again. i close my ears, i listen hard, i try to figure out wad's there. i try to figure out my fate. all i hear is,' u are poor and that's fate!' i try to shake that voice out of mi. i try to hide my identity. i try to make myself transparent was it my fault? was it ur fault? it never was wad i wanted to hear. it never was wad i expected u to say. it never was wad i want others to know except u. my nightmare. my curse. this is the curse that i have to deal with throughout my life. u broke my will, u broke my strength. it has never been the same again. i never will be who i am again. i have no face to face the world. i feel so humiliated. i feel so POOR. a humiliation hidden in mi. endless death, the endless death that makes my endless pain continue again. pls make the pain go away.. if onli. i hope, if onli....
Monday, July 03, 2006 ahhh.. choo.... ahhh.. choo.... ahhh.. choo.... ahhh.. choo!!!!
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Happy 3 Frens - The fools who are known as Shortie, Fattie, Tallie.
::recent:: hi dear hai and chun!once again was thinking of us... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U! HAPPY BI... Dwelling on the history.We realize we need to move... My dearest darlings,im goin to text u guys ryte no... can u see how far we've gone.how much we've change... we haven met for a long time.. and this blog has b... its dead in here. nothing..no one..onli im the muc... hmmm.. its been a long time since i came into this... Alone on that rain-sodden street,with street light... no idea if u guys will chance upon this quiet remo...::archives:: June 2006 ::links:: ::tagboard:: ::coolblogs:: xxxblogxxxblog |
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